Good day, friends, and welcome to Leisure Lane…
Where I live we don’t have much of an autumn as far as color goes. Most of the trees here are Pine, Live Oak, or Palm…and except for the occasional group of Chinese Tallow trees offering their autumny goodness, most of the surrounding areas are perpetually green.
But on occasion one will come across a sweet breath of color, like this lone young tree bursting with beaming celebration of the season.
Isn’t she worthy of Ideal Magazine? (does anyone remember that delightful magazine?) Well, I think she is. Yesterday was a cold, clear day when I took this photo while on a walk. I just couldn’t resist its charm.
Here’s another tree making the effort to show her true colors, too.
Today while walking I was encouraging myself in my Life’s path. I realized, however, that my tone began to sound a bit angry, or at least emphatic. I asked myself who I was angry with. I knew the answer for the most part…I suppose I still harbor some annoyance with the world for lying to me all of my life; trying to get me to believe something different than the truth about myself and for instilling fear, and perhaps I still harbor an annoyance at myself for believing it which prevented me from freely showing my true colors and vibrancy.
But then I glanced down at the sidewalk and saw a little rolly-poly making his way through the day. “Now that rolly-poly isn’t angry, he just IS,” I said to myself. “Oh, to just BE!” and when I said those words my arms became totally relaxed hanging by my side, and the feeling was awesome! I could feel my muscles relax and give way to the idea of IS-ness – and for the moment, total surrender.
Though we are blessed creatures with a higher consciousness, I wonder to myself why we spend so much of that consciousness in blame, guilt, anger, resentment, and fear. Why we don’t reach for the heights we were meant to rise to, and to linger there, not only for a moment, or a day, or a week…but for everyday, all the day.
A bottom line of “Trust in God!” was told to me in a dream recently. So today I was singing the quote in a little song…
Trust in God, trust in God
That’s what Angels say…
Trust in God, trust in God
All along the way…
You will be more healthy
If you do it every day…
Trust in God, trust in God
All along the way.
It may seem a bit child-like, but isn’t it child-likeness that Jesus referenced when teaching us to seek the Kingdom? The little rolly-poly lives in all of his child-likeness…he IS in the Kingdom moving along with purpose accomplishing his purpose.
It took the Zen of a little rolly-poly to bring me back to a state of Godness…the state where surrender feels like relaxed muscles, and trust in God is a state of being worth opening to and remaining in.
Until next time, may happy days abound!
Marianne